"Ashamed of Me" by Isidro Zapata on the #mormonysablogs

Turn away
Do not look at me
For you shall be ashamed of
What you see
So turn away, do not look at me
For you shall be ashamed of
What you see
I have not broken free
  from my own chains
still bound by my own habit
do not look at me
for you shall be ashamed of
what you see
I am unable to break free
From my chains
Still bound by my own habit
As you shake your head, as
You walk past by me
Silent looks of disappointment is all
I ever hear
So do not look at me
You will be ashamed of me
I am still bound by my own habit
Unable to break free
Silent looks of disappointment is all
I ever hear
I lost the fight and now
I walk day and night unable to find rest
For my tried soul
So do not look at me
For you shall be ashamed of me
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"Missing me" by Isidro Zapata on the #mormonysablogs

I know you will miss me
It will cause you some misery
But believe me when I say
Do not look back, I know
U will be missing me
if you take
a look around the
Corner
take a step back
when you do not see me
hold on to my memory
i know you will be missing me
cause you some misery
Know that
I am still in your corner
this is no mystery
I know
That u will be
Missing me
Cause you some misery
Do not look around the corner where I use
To be
Believe me this is the way
it has to be
I know you will be missing me
This will cause you some misery
Hold on to my memory
I know u will be missing me

"You have taken away my depression" by Isidro Zapata on the #mormonysablogs

After I ask
you to forgive me
for the bad things in my heart
you have taken away my depression
and give me a new
chance for a new life
that can not ever compare
to what this world has for me
so as I open my heart
to you during my nightly
prayer
you come to rescue me and
give me hope
to continue on this road
that you laid before me
I am no longer alone
and hope that you know
I am sincere
when I ask you to come into my heart
their is no other way
for me to walk down this journey
unless i turn away
from everything that
is dark
so i will let your love and light guide me
on my way to
be with you again and
live forever in your peace
and grace
I love you for dying for me
and changing my heart

'My routine is killing me' by Isidro Zapata

I fall into my same routine even 
Though it is killing me. 
I just cannot stop for the life of me 
in the end it will cost me more then what I get out of it 
wish I had never gone down this road guess that is just 
life the things we do not want to do: we become a pro at them.

'You create someone else's reality.' by Isidro Zapata

When you close that door, be mindful of your decorum because the world you create is someone else reality. Their eyes need to see: civility, charity, decency, tolerance, and honor.